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Please Try To Understand
Please, try to understand.
I didn't ask for this. I didn't want it. I don't want to die.
I couldn't understand it when the bullying finally ended. I should be happy. Why wasn't I happy? Why did I break down in tears at the slightest provocation? Why did I spend so much time alone in my room, the sound of my sobs bouncing off the walls?
Eventually, I ran out of tears. That was when I started looking for ways to distract myself, and other ways of letting the emotions out. I dug my nails into my skin when I was stressed, just enough to leave tiny dents in the back of my hand. As time progressed, it wasn't enough. I couldn't feel it any more. I dug my nails in harder and harder, until I drew blood each time.
Still not enough. I needed more. My mother was shouting at me from the other side of the closed bathroom door, and I was shaking and sobbing, and the razor blade was there. It was just a scratch, that's all. One scratch, on the back of my hand.
I told myself I'd never do it again. I wa
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The Shadow
I loved the spring.
I loved the first few days in particular; watching the sun peek out tentatively from behind the clouds, and watching the frost drip steadily from the still-bare branches, the forest floor damp and cool beneath my pads. As the shadows slipped away at last, chased away by the sun, the pack would sit and howl out their song, a melody of joy and excitement, and my heart would swell as I added my voice to theirs, my paws shuffling underneath me as I wriggled in excitement. I had survived another winter, and the alpha female's belly was swollen with unborn cubs; my new brothers and sisters.
This was the best time to hunt; when flowers were blooming and prey was emerging. The exhilaration as the pack prepared for a hunt was a feeling I could never quite get used to- me and the other wolves leaping around each other in excitement, tails raised and ears pricked, bumping muzzles together as tense shivers crept down my spine.
Then we would set off, single file in a line at a s
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[Castiel x Reader] The Fall :iconxlittlewildcatx:XLittleWildcatX 27 11
Dusk by the Stream by TamberElla Dusk by the Stream :icontamberella:TamberElla 5,078 184 Howl Sketch Card by Lucky978 Howl Sketch Card :iconlucky978:Lucky978 2,344 63 Thoroughbred stock by Polar-Dream Thoroughbred stock :iconpolar-dream:Polar-Dream 2,237 721 Horse Stock 53 by Blissfully-Blind Horse Stock 53 :iconblissfully-blind:Blissfully-Blind 3,005 707 Grace by NellaFantasiaa Grace :iconnellafantasiaa:NellaFantasiaa 84 7 Caught by the stars by AuroraWienhold Caught by the stars :iconaurorawienhold:AuroraWienhold 662 30 Dean Winchester by astarayel Dean Winchester :iconastarayel:astarayel 436 104 Chinese Panther by Cindy-R Chinese Panther :iconcindy-r:Cindy-R 169 36 Swan Head - Bic Ballpoint Pen by VianaArts Swan Head - Bic Ballpoint Pen :iconvianaarts:VianaArts 584 0
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Mistletoe (Castiel X Reader)
The cold wind from the open door nipped at your nose as you cheerfully pointed up at the small bundle of mistletoe adorning the entrance to the motel room. You watched as a warm blush began to spread across Sam’s already pink cheeks as you reach up on the very tips of your toes and planted a soft kiss on the side of his snow dusted face. The brothers had been out on a last minute food stop and you had managed to keep yourself busy until their return by decorating the motel with what little Christmas cheer you could scrounge up. It wasn’t much, but it was home and hearing their laughter as you watched them emerge from the Impala from your small, snow streaked window had cause a warm sense of holiday joy to spread from the tips of your ears to the far ends of your toes.
“One for you!” You settled back down on your heels and watched as Sam bashfully rubbed the back of his neck with his free hand before locking his gaze onto yours and giving you one of his award win
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Castiel x Reader: Guardian Angel
You had no idea why you had agreed to go to the club with your friends, it wasn’t like you were even allowed in, but your friends had all made fake IDs and had dragged you with them. They were out on the dance floor dancing wildly and getting drunk, you on the other hand had decided to sit at the bar and drink Coke until they finally collapsed so you could take them home and let them regret their decisions the next morning.
“So, what’s a pretty thing like you doing sitting here all alone instead of out there having a good time,” a voice said from behind you. You jumped and turned to face the stranger, terrified that it was going to be some creep, but he didn’t seem like he meant any harm, if anything he actually sounded sincere. He looked to be about your age maybe only a year or two older than you with slightly shaggy, sandy blonde hair, and light brown eyes.
“My friends dragged me here against my will,” you rolled your eyes. He chuckled and s
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Castiel x Reader - Hold Me Now
Castiel X Reader - Hold Me Now
Fall asleep to dream of home
Where the waves are crashing
The only place I've known
Now the future has me
    (Castiel POV)
    I suddenly awoke with a jolt that coursed through my veins. Followed by a small gasp, I quickly regained my composure. Sitting up from the moldy hotel bed, I recollected my thoughts on what had caused my body to wake from it's resting.
    Recalling the all-too-familiar dream that's been haunting my mind for some time, my shoulders shuddered in remembrance. Heaven, Hell, Angels, Demons, fighting, blood, pain, and loss.
    But worst of all was watching my brothers and sisters fall.
I see fire in the sky
See it all around me
    They just kept falling.
    Wings burning.
    Grace fading.
    And it was all my fault...
    "Cas?"
I said the past is dead
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Ballpoint pen/pencil artist. I've had this account for many years so excuse the very old works! I will soon be opening commissions, £50 for an A4 drawing, £30 for A5. I'll post here when commissions are open. I only draw animals, and am most experienced with drawing cats and dogs, but I'm willing to try just about any animal. I won't draw humans, sorry!

About me:
:bulletblue: I work at a stables, caring for & riding 10 horses
:bulletblue: I have 3 cats, 3 rats,a tarantula and a tortoise
:bulletblue: I am a huge fan of Supernatural and Misha Collins (who I have met!)
:bulletblue: I'm a lesbian
:bulletblue: I suffer from social anxiety, depression and dissociative disorder
:bulletblue: I'm a lover of all kinds of music, and love going to concerts
:bulletblue: I have 2 tattoos
:bulletblue: I eat too much chocolate

I'm so sorry for all these stamps from like 2010 and I will sort them
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The Spelling Stamp by Busiris Stamp: Nature - Everyday Magic by FantasyStockAvatars Stamp Addiction Stamp by Fullmetal-Phantom
I love Riding Ponies by WishmasterAlchemist I love New Forest Ponies by WishmasterAlchemist:thumb156548202:
Stamp 1 - Popularity is Pointless by Icepaw99Stock Stamp 2 - Wolf Obsessed by Icepaw99Stock Just because I like wolves and warriors by Zacaria-Lain
Leo by mysage Moo Stamp by ladieoffical I love Bombays by WishmasterAlchemist
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..BallPoint.. by NoAngelHonestly Genius Tablet User by transylvaniandreams Tablet isn't shame - stamp by Angi-Shy
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Artemis Fowl Stamp- Book Cover by cuddlefactor Daughter of Poseidon by Alaenakins
I'm Going to Camp Half-Blood by OlympianGrace:thumb199176419:
Things to do in an elevator 8 by DeliriousxIntent
message centre by P-3a TimeRiders stamp by Van-helsa124 Chocoholic by prosaix
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So, my last journal entry was apparently January 1st 2014. I got distracted with other things, mainly depression, but I think I'm going to start posting things here again. I'm still drawing of course! I actually have 2 commissions to do right now, and hopefully I'll be accepting more soon, I need every bit of money I can get. I'm going to Germany next year for a convention, and my job doesn't pay a lot, so I need to save for that (£220 for a Misha meet and greet, oh god).

Um so maybe I'll post journals and personal updates and stuff here again? I mainly post on tumblr so you can follow me there (angelcatsiel) if you have a tumblr and don't mind my really depressing personal posts, a lot of Supernatural and the occasional smutty fanfic.

As for a brief summary of the last 2 years, well... I got 2 tattoos, had sex with a boy for the first time and realised while it was happening that I was gay (which is pretty hilarious), met several famous people, had a whole conversation with one of them, been to hospital for self harming, and changed from a decent-looking human being to possibly the ugliest person in existence.

Anyway, I will post some art and try and stay relatively active!
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Amber100 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi there! 
I’m just sneakily letting you know that my CasxReader fanfic has been deleted from DeviantArt but has been improved and posted on Archive of Our Own:
archiveofourown.org/works/6205…
I have even added new chapters :3
I thought you might be interested because you faved/commented on my story, but if you aren’t, no problem at all ^3^
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Maxxillius Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM ME TO YOU BECAUSE IT IS BOTH OUR BIRTHDAY, WE CAN PARTY THROUGH! :D
I hope you have a great birthday! I know I am!! :D
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WilhelmVonPrussia Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014  Student Writer
Hey, it's been a really long time but... Happy Birthday!! Not sure when you'll see this, but I hope you had a good day and you got the things you wanted.
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RedSoulWolf13 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:party: Happy Birthday :D

have a nice day :hug:
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shadee Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Awesome gallery you have here! I really love the ballpoint drawings.
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icepaw99 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you! Sorry my reply's so late, too much college work :P
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Fusion-of-Fantasy Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks so much for the fav! :iconsupertighthugplz: PS Your work is beautiful!
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icepaw99 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem! And thank you :la:
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Amber100 Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello there!~ 
I thought you might be interested in knowing that I've uploaded the 15th chapter of my CastielxReader fanfic ^-^
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icepaw99 Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hooray! Thanks for letting me know :la: I'm gonna read it now!
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